"You don't-- you don't get it," Wash says. He looks back up at her, his tone taking on a distinctly bitter note. "It's not just what he did to her. It's what happened to everyone." He grits his teeth. "Lot of people died in my timeline, remember. And she blames herself. She's not who she used to be. So when I think about the one who's here, the one who doesn't even have any AI--" He shakes his head. "All I can see is who she becomes."